"FRIENDSHIP IS A PLANT OF SLOW GROWTH AND MUST UNDERGO AND WITHSTAND THE SHOCKS OF ADVERSITY BEFORE IT IS ENTITLED TO THE APPELLATION."

~George Washington (First President of USA)~

"BE BRAVE. TAKE RISKS. NOTHING CAN SUBSTITUTE EXPERIENCE."

Triple 9

09/09/09

My favaurite single digit number. Haha.

So, what was I suppose to do on this day? Hmm...it did not happen actually. I dare not take chances with my life. Its too risky, in case stuff don't get along well.

What I did instead was, went on a road trip to Semenyih. Lol. Saw loads of palm trees. Very mesmerizing indeed. Of course I'm joking. Well, the area is VERY deserted. Why am I spending my time at a deserted area? Haha. I was just accompanying a friend. It was fun though, not boring, so I'm happy. Saw a signboard which says "RENT/SALE" on a tree. It's so funny the fact that somebody is renting a tree or rather selling it. *randomness*

I'm just typing, like I'm talking to myself. So, if you don't get it, don't bother. =)

Actually, all I wanted to say on this post is, "I've fallen for you, but I think I'm just not ready because you have not given me assurance. So sorry, its not happening."

That's all. I'm happy I finally said it. Hope you understand the situation. =)

Thanks and bye-bye!

~There is a magnet in your heart that will attract true friends. That magnet is unselfishness, thinking of others first. When you learn to live for others, they will live for you.~

dedicated to true friends. you know who you are. if im living my life for you, then yes, I consider you as true friends. Cheers mates!

Kim

Frust!!!!

I hate helping people, when you end up getting scolded by them. Not exactly scolded, but they sound uninterested and pissed. Like what the hell is their problem. So frustrating. And I call them friends. Hmm.. Should be temporary friends.

~its really getting on my nerves~

Growing Up.....

.....full of dreams.

I have so many dreams in life. I wish I could be more decisive and choose ONE path, and create more dreams and opportunities from that ONE path.

Currently, I have made so many crossroads, forkroads, junctions, dead-end, whatever roads u can think of, is exactly what my life is like right now.

Crossroads : I can't see to decide what do I really want to do. The more courses I look at, the more it interest me.

Forkroads : Once there is an opportunity, I failed to seize the moment. Such a failure I am.

Junctions : This is pathetic. It comes to decision all over again. Instead of moving forward in making the choice, I turn back, like a car reversing...too fast...and then thrown off a cliff.

Dead-end : This is the most horrible one. Oh, america....I made you my dead-end. Regret? Nah, I cannot. Its dead-end already.

What else roads are there? Winding road? Slippery road? Muddy road? Potholes along the way...sigh! When will I get to walk this life on a straight road where the light is? Where I know my journey and ending? Hmm...

So much of growing up full of dreams. The consequences I'm facing is so unbearable.

Lost?

I THINK I'M SUFFERING FROM INTERNAL DEPRESSION. I'M LOSING FOCUS ON EVERYTHING I DO LATELY. BUT I KNOW THERE IS STILL HOPE. THE LORD WILL PUT ME BACK ON TRACK. I HAVE FAITH IN THAT.

*the heart hurts badly*

*the soul lose contact with the body*

*lost?* indeed i am.

By next week, I hope I can say : "I was lost but now I am found"

The author feels emo as she cannot cope with challenges she's facing this time round in her life.

Future

Regret making so many wrong choices.

GOD, I need your help. I know you have always been there for me, but I was too ignorant and think I can handle things on my own. Show me the light, oh Lord!

~My God is mighty to save~

Kim